I lost my way

I had a path, but could not walk it alone.

I reached a crossroad, but could not call it home.

I found some friends, but could not keep them near.

I lost my way, since they're not here.

I fell down hard, since I am prone.

I needed help, since I hadn't known.

I got back up, since I couldn't stay.

I just don't know, why are things this way?

I could not cry, the pain too great.

I could not try, the love is late.

I said goodbye, that is my fate.

I did good deeds, look where it led.

I lost it all, to those who bled.

I bled out, to save them still.

I gave up, I had no will.

So I lost my way.

So I lost my mind.

So I lost my home.

So I lost my grind.

So I lost desire.

So I lost the pain.

But the love is not... coming back again.